As I paddle my way on this sea we call life
With all its possibilities and potential
Where often times I feel toss and turn by raging storms of discord and discontent
These hands of flesh that hold the oar
Gets tired and long for repose
My paddle I often think...I must lay down.
Sometimes with anger but most times with a sigh
Feeling that this boat I can no longer steer
And it… I must abandon
yet, somewhere beyond the fatigue and lassitude I realize
The ship I cannot abandon no matter how rough sea
The strength I must find and so I persevere
In those moments of weariness and doubt
A gentle presence is felt
As if, another has taken my hands
And my oar and boat have gained momentum
A second wind…if you will
I can feel myself gently gliding
Like a gazelle or an eagle taking flight
And so I inhale and I exhale
And I am reminded...ever so gentle
All… is God’s care
Connie