The Lovelorn Complainant
For some…
The norm of aging is
Darkness knowing not of light
In the aging misbegotten soul,
Where the querulous Quilp,
Quavers erupt quaking quagmires,
Quivering quick sands,
Inviting quibbles and quarrels
Awash in queasiness,
Quackery and
Qualms.
Such is the norm
For those who may
Have ventured into love and lost.
Yet…
Others have dared to love and lose,
Discovering misfortune often equates
Into synaptic harmony,
Where aging reveals award for patience,
Like the essence of a fine wine
Imbibed at the right time,
Where a bathing ritual of mind
Begets the fermenting glory
Of joy reaching its proper time,
Swirling the taste of purpose.
Some allow the disappointment of a love experience
To cause life’s experience to feel short-changed,
Inviting wallowing in unfulfilled dreams
To become but more sour swill of accumulating waste.
For the lovelorn complainant
So much might be learned,
But like a desperate premature celebration,
One’s failure surrenders but another numbered claim ticket
In the heart’s pawnshop
Of desperation’s need…
Never to be redeemed.
I have encountered both kinds of aged people. Most notably two of my uncles who both reached beyond 100 smiling all the way in happy declining retirement. And then there was the 93-year-old living below me in West Virginia who I decided to chat with and mow his quarter acre lawn.
All the guy could talk about were his complaints. While I encouraged him to tell me something about the good old days like the turn-of-the-century 1900 celebration in Pittsburgh, he didn't, just change the subject to what was going wrong in his world.
I also thought of the movie, The Pawnbroker. From the movie that broke my heart to watch.
Ron
Love still more the stanza following (appropriately) yet. . . full of love's possibility and fulfillment. Only for the brave of heart, even if there is "love's disappointment."