Unlocking Hard Lessons
No harm was meant.
No misgivings anticipated.
No proving something paramount.
But…
The lesson of allowing passion to confuse
Both the heart and mind
Returned again and again.
The parties involved
Refused to pause,
Pay close attention to the costs involved.
Money is not the issue
For a common factor for all
Whether rich or poor
Is the willingness to accept time
As a reality that waits for no one.
Perhaps…
The reality that everyone
Loses a bit of what they were day after day
Is evolution in motion,
Natural changes with purpose,
Wanting to arrest the impatience of the adamant.
To understand…
The past is but a key to unlocking a future,
To know the fit,
To know location,
To know when Time is right
And empathize with whatever crisis might occur
Is a result of
Perfection at work.
Accepting the price of happiness
Means accepting the lessons of the past,
To not drag the pain of mistakes as baggage into the next iteration
Of the happiness quest,
But to embrace the aura of understanding
That has finally given you the once-exhausted breath
To move on,
Knowing the smile of growth
Is often delayed by design.
I recently made some bad monetary decisions. They aren't earth shattering, but very uncharacteristic of my shrewdness in avoiding painful situations by not entering into them. So glad that some of my infatuations didn't come true looking back at them. I hope it isn't the result of aging. As you seem to refer to in the poem, as we approach the end, all we can do is lose. For finding the courage and risk-taking necessary to continue to move upward, is no longer there.
Ron