Sometimes…
When one was too young to know what was ahead,
And the moon’s night was silent,
When the world was quiet,
And shadows deposited secrets with the stars,
Being alone hurt.
Today…
A heart, heavy with the weight of silence,
Yearns for a touch, a voice, a sign,
But finds only the echo of its own thoughts,
A solitary dance in the stillness.
Sometimes,
In a crowd, amidst the laughter,
Where faces blur, and voices merge,
The soul feels unseen, and unheard, sometimes.
A fleeting ache, a passing cloud
That drifts across the mind’s horizon
Reminding one of the spaces between,
The moments when connection fades,
It’s lonely, sometimes, But not always.
Yet…
In the depths of solitude,
There lies a quiet strength, a hidden light,
A chance to breathe, to reflect, to grow,
To find oneself in the silence,
And emerge, renewed, ready to embrace the world,
The people, the moments of togetherness,
And finally let go of when one was too young
To know what was ahead.
From the time I was just becoming active and exploring my twin brother was with me. And stayed close by my side even though he wanted to go to another college, but ended up coming with me to college. In a way, we both longed to go our separate ways and finally did.
I have spent many years alone and have grown to find it quite useful for thinking things through and guiding my life like Frank Sinatra… My Way. But it's been nice, too, to have someone lingering close by, not intruding too much, but being affectionate when affectionate is really a big help for loneliness.
These days my dreams are crowded with strangers. I really don't dream without others popping in and changing the course of my dream.
Ron
"The moments when connection fades,
It’s lonely, sometimes, But not always."
Not feeling lonely after reading and reflecting on your words.
Blessings, Odin.