I still think of the pasture where I climbed through sagging wire
And left the seat of my blue jeans for the sparrows to admire.
I waded through grassy currents that tugged and stained my knees,
Crossing the runnelled hillside beneath slender, white barked trees.
Two horses trotted behind me; a dog; and a cat that stalked;
All drawn like sea-bound lemmings to follow where I walked.
We marched tothe patchwork stable that leaned upon the hill,
The horses pranced and snorted while I measured out their meal.
The cat sought mice in the grain bins, I left her to her wiles;
The dog ran wild in the sunshine--the memories bring back smiles.
Sometimes in the brittle summer when the sky's so full of sun
That there is no far horizon and the earth and sky are one,
I still hear the horses, restless, beyond thin plywood walls,
Snorting their impatience while circling in their stalls...
I still hear the small cat purring, her whiskers gold with dust,
As she sits upon a bucket and smooths her pale coat mussed...
I still hear the black dog barking as he leaps among the trees,
A whirlwind chasing birds around like scattered autumn leaves...
There is deep in me a longing (both a sweet and bitter pain)
To smell the sharp wild onions and climb that hill again.
To look back across my shoulder at four friends who walk behind--
Can there be more dear companions than those four still in my mind?
There was peace within that pasture, it remains a part of me,
Like vines grown 'round a fence post my heart cannot pull free.
I think there is in each of us a pasture with a hill,
Some moment from our 'long ago' forever green and still,
And friends who wait there for us just to walk a little way
Into the peaceful memory of a sun-warmed yesterday.