I loathe your eyes

             that stares into my own

                     'coz it melts my heart

                                  makes me weak and cold..

I loathe your hands

               thats wanting to touch my own

                      'coz it makes me really hungry

                                     wanting me long for more..

I loathe your lips

                 thats wanting to kiss my own

                        'coz it stops my world

                                       leaving me dazed, loving you more..

I loathe you

                 for making me feel this way

                          so confused, kinda shattered

                                      not knowing if you feel it too..

But..

I loathe myself more

                     for feeling this way..

                             for loving you more..

                                         wanting to have you all the way..