MY FATHER KEPT A TIGHT GRIP ON ME...
SLICKER THAN I HE WAS....
HE KNEW THE GAME,
TRACKING ME DOWN BY THE ODORS ON MY FEET...
DOWN THE SIDEWALK AND UP THE STEPS.
KNOCK, KNOCK!
WHO'S THERE?
OH SHOOT,
IT'S YOUR POPS!
WOW,
I'M STANDING AT THE DOOR PORTRAYING
THE POSSIBILITIES OF IGNORANCE...
WHILE GATHERING MY BELONGINGS,
NO ONE UTTERED A WORD,
AND JUDGING MY FATHER'S VIGILANTE LOOK,
ME, MYSELF AND I, DARE NOT...
I JUST DRAGGED MY
HEART
AND RELEASED THE ODORS ON MY FEET...
MY FEET SEEMED DISTANT
WHILE I CREPT SLOWLY TO
THE CAR
AND INSIGHT THE CAR WAS, BUT SO VERY FAR...
HOW COULD I EVER HOLD MY HEAD UP HIGH AND
SURELY,
THIS BOY WOULD NEVER HAVE THE NERVE
TO EVER SPIT A WORD OUT AT ME AGAIN...
OH WELL, I'LL NEVER HAVE THE NERVE, EITHER!
FEELING AS IF MY LIFE WAS IN A DITCH,
I FELT THE DRUM RUMBLE AND KNEW THIS HERE LIFE
WAS OVER...
LIKE A LOUD SPEAKER OF WORDS WITH THE WORDS
BURSTING IN FLAMES,
MY IMAGINATION TOOK CONTROL OVER ME,
TELLING ME,
I KNOW HE'S GOING TO KILL ME,
BUT WHEN!
WHAT'S WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE...
IT’S BEEN THREE DAYS,
AND HE'S KILLING ME WITH SILENCE,
MAKING ME WONDER,
WHEN WHERE AND HOW...
REPEATING IN MY MIND,
I JUST KNOW I'LL NEVER SPEAK AGAIN...
BUT, I DID
AND I SPOKE SILENTLY TO MY FATHER
AND HE KNEW THE ODORS ON THESE FEET
WOULD NEVER,
EVER,
EVER EVER,
TRY AND OUT SLICK, MR. SLICK...
SHOOT,
HE USED TO BE MY AGE TOO!
2002 All Rights Reserved, Rosalyn R Walker
o, the memories this one conjures! thank you--
fantastic writing! great job!
(((HUGS))) and love, karla. :)
This is good....really good! I had to grin a few times though...remembering when~
Lisa