placing its wedge within my soul,

tears drip down my heart, yet no-one sees,

I often, try to drown it out with a sweet smile, but it only hurts worse,

caressing me with its power,

hiding the sphere that rages deeper,

I try desperately to fight back,

my shield of hope broken,

God hear my desperate soul cry,

Shield me again,

whatever I do always seems wrong in others eyes,

I Often cry alone,

Beautifully pale,

Abused and Forgotten,

my body aches for happiness,

honesty, and peace,

I want comfort love,

some light to embrace this awful pain,

my anguished heart cries to me,

my hours are long,

so very long,

I watch white clouds in the heavens,

freely passing time,

floating in a dream,

sometimes I wish I could just fade away,

and be hurt no-more,

but the bruises linger,

stinging me,

burning within my lone heart,

it really stings,

Life ..... Death, groaning threats,

being victimized,

emotionally shattered,

burnt, bruised and broken,

my body aches so badly with pain,

today was

its chosen time,

to break my soul,

silently waiting,

like a thief,

to be a part of me,

to torture me again,

calling to my lonely heart !

Written by Valerie Pearson2008