The test of true love...

What do you do when confronted by confusion?
The things I felt before only an illusion,
Not knowing what is right or wrong,
Finding weakness where I thought you were strong.
Wondering if I will regret the decision I made,
Or if the fear will ever fade.
I Feel like a bird trapped in a snare,
Though I know my captors care.
But with a heart as cold as ice,
To love me would only bring sacrifice.
I built myself a kind of mask,
That to try to get through is too big a task.
I thought my pain and loneliness was ending,
But now i realize it was only beginning.
Now i know where you can start,
To begin this challenge of melting my heart.
-C