Looking for the shoulder I rest

Though you are under the same sheath of the sky
couldn't atleast a ray of my memory come to ur way?

Though you last on the same lap of the earth
couldn't atleast feel the touch of my drooping breath?

Though you wait for the same twilight of the dusk
couldn't atleast see the gloomy shades of the emotional letouts of mine for ur sake?

Though you sleep on the same bed of the night
couldn't atleast woke up listening to the griefs of mine for your sight?

Though you wrap the same breeze of the ocean
couldn't atleast find the depth of my love even?

Though you shower under the same drops of the rain
couldn't atleast hold my tears that deserve your concern?

If u mean, missing me is the only end
then I mean I am the living dead