She opened her eyes to darkness. Familiar shadows coalesced from the night. It was only a dream, she thought, just a dream. She stared, disbelieving, at the dark. Her ears strained for sound, the faintest rustle, the softest growl. She imagined something reaching up from the floor, reaching over the bed, touching her foot. She shrank from the edge. She thought, a dream. It was only a dream. She listened to the dark. Nothing was there. Nothing. Then she noticed the closet door, ajar by one or two inches. She was certain she had closed it. Fear twisted in her throat. She imagined something moving, something dark on the floor, something searching for her. She held perfectly still. She listened to the dark. She could hear her heart beating, her heart pounding. She could hear a faint rustle under her bed. Don't move, don't move, don't move, don't scream. She imagined something rising, turning slowly toward her heartbeat, seeing her. Someone help me, she cried. Nothing happened. No movement. No rustle. No help. She pulled the bedsheet to her chin. Darkness pressed upon her, watching, waiting for her to fall asleep. Tears ran hot into the cold pillow. She kept her eyes tightly open. Her body throbbed with time. Her muscles threatened to relax, but there would be no rest, she knew, until day edged its way around the window shade.
This is so intence...brings you back to those nights after watching a scarry movie, all alone! Your words are riviting Love it!
Reviewed by na na (Reader)
Reviewed on May 14, 2004
Roxanne, this poem held me riveted by the intensity of the fear inside it. Your poetry brings light into your words. I really, really loved to read you. Hugs Bill Murray
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