How someone feels after their heart has been broken.

Let me swallow your darkness, let me swallow you whole.
You'll scream as you plunge.
Plunge forth through the dark.
For now I'll lay myself down to sleep, never to return.
For what once was a dream, becomes my reality, never to awake.
My heart can no longer love, no not when you've torn it to pieces.
You've made my hatred consume me.
Don't try to escape me, you can't leave.
You took away my happiness, my joy.
Try to escape me, I'll pull you back to the darkness.
Though I'm not yet dead.
Tell me, what would be the difference?
I may as well be dead, the way you love.
You love for two months, then you shatter my world.
What you've done to me is unforgivable.
I hate you, I hate you more than you could ever know.
I hate myself, I could never forgive.
I can't forgive myself because........I still love you....