Always alone, never hearing a sound
Laying in a heap upon the ground
Crying, trying to understand why
Inside I feel I should die
Hating myself and all I stand for
Yet I know you're shit and I'll go back for more
Unable to stop 'cause it's what I feel I deserve
Feeling like shit, there's nothing left of me to preserve
I'm a horrible person but nobody can see
That life would be better off without me
I'm this and that, that's all I hear
No wonder my mind's full of fear
You constantly tell me I'm no good
Never once been treated like a girl should
You never told me I was pretty or nice
Like a gambler, I just have to roll the dice
Hope for a good day whenyou don't call me a name
Always wishing I wouldn't bring you shame
But I'll never be the one you want deep down
So I'll forever walk with a frown
Upon my face looking so sad
'Cause I know I'm nothing but bad.

- Jessica Diamond -