Terra Purgatorio
God is in Heaven,
And Satan’s in Hell,
But I’ve seen the face of neither.
No Christian am I,
But no atheist,
So when I consider either,
My mind’s sometimes drawn
To Catholic beliefs
Of Limbo, where souls take a breather.
For what else is earth?
Who dares call this life?
What Father would bless us with pain?
We must have done wrong,
And here make amends;
From past sins must learn to refrain.
There’s nowhere so cruel,
No time so ill spent,
Unless here, in this world, we’re arraigned.
This life’s then a coin
Tossed down in a cup
Held out by impoverished souls.
A one-time reprieve;
A governor’s stay
Before being tossed to the coals.
And each day’s a test;
Jehovah’s UA
‘Fore Lord Jesus will grant our paroles.
And life’s a ‘time-out;’
A swat on our butts;
We’ve been sent to our room with no meal.
Our souls have been tried,
The sentence passed down,
Yet our Maker still cuts us a deal:
To save us through Christ,
And spare us from Hell,
Yet this plea bargain can’t be revealed.
We’re unaware, and
Oblivious to
The fact that we get one more chance.
If not, any change
Or growth in our hearts
Is false and no grounds to advance.
If our souls transform,
It must be our choice,
And a show of our true moral stance.
And so, we each live
And stumble along,
Quite ignorant as to our pain.
And never think that
This miserable time
Filled with cancer, consumption, and strain,
Is not our first time
In corporeal form,
But result of a jealous God’s bane.
For look all around,
You’ve not seen the ache?
The agony, the anguish, the grief?
The infants with AIDS,
The homeless old men;
And most days for them there’s no relief,
But prayer and the hope
A new day will dawn
Where their suffering won’t always be chief.
But madness still reigns,
And sin still prevails,
Our President pandered for sex.
Then looked in the lens,
And lied most sincere,
His deception, a simple reflex.
While we that were duped,
Can’t muster a care
Between Prozac and government checks.
Starvation and droughts,
Earthquakes and floods,
Disasters now spanning our earth.
There’re kids toting guns,
And crack smoking whores
Selling children for twenty rocks worth.
And who can you blame?
The addicts? The poor?
Their dads were in jail at their birth!
Planes have been hijacked,
And buildings are bombed
For race or beliefs of all kinds.
Serial killers
Are stalking the streets
With their warped and dysfunctional minds.
And those who seek help
Can turn on the tube
For a reverend with ‘Send Money’ signs.
If that’s not enough
And you still need a fix
For how sick our society grows...
Switch the remote
For lesbian fights
On the top-rated Springer talk shows.
So smile, take your fill,
It’s all that we have
‘Til our life here draws down to a close.
Now why your strange look;
Your questioning eyes,
Did I not paint the picture so well?
You still disbelieve?
Perhaps I do too,
On some topics no one can tell.
Suffice it to say,
If these thoughts are wrong,
Then, perhaps we’re already in Hell.
Axilea
You raise many issues with this thoughtful write. Seeing sick children really is beyond disturbing. Many ask why it happens if God is just. I like to think that a sick baby is God's way of trying to stir compassion in all of us. It's worked on you, me, and millions of others. But He's still got millions to reach. Morally we are declining as a society. Perhaps many see the homeless as dangerous and that's why they turn their eyes away - as if a homeless person is the proverbial monkey in the jungle one should not look in the eye unless one wants to risk attack. Or perhaps guilt turns their heads? They don't realize that, given the right circumstances, they could just as easily be using newspaper to stay warm. Crime is on the rise, too. Broken families, abuse, the economy, the religious decline, society's lack of condemnation...all of these things are contributors. I sometimes think progress was not in our best interest. Now see how you've got me going? Excellent work on this exploratory piece. This is a wonderful, intelligent example of how we search a lifetime for these answers. In the end, we must look ourselves in the mirror - that doesn't mean anything to some. Hugs:)
Sheila
Ron
WOW! Deep!
Hummm? I think things are for purpose, (questioning that now-AGAIN!) however you have turned my eyes to wonder WHY, like the babies, the homeless, all the perils of man & woman, & child. It is to complicated for me to even try. I think greed & selfishness & control & demands harming another for a self to achieve is a large part of it. There are so many sides you open in your words for perspectives & reflection.
Embrasse'
Vickie