1) THE PATH
The path leads
crunching, winding, uncertain
through endless wastes
of most serene beauty.
Emptiness overwhelms,
breathtaking in its splendiferous solitude,
stretching from the near that is known
to unimaginable infinity.
Beyond my senses, what?
There is no comforting answer rising,
in that uneasy prospect
the mind reflexively pushes forward.
Are we all similarly struck dumb
before the vast mysteries lying
beyond our pitiable imagination’s
feeble explanations?
I fear the answer is yes,
yes, and yes, yet again.
Who cannot but remain mute
when confronted by the possibilities that plague us all?
As I stare, the path disappears
into an infinity of desolation,
as the sands of the Sinkiang
march on to some remote forever-more.
2/ A cry in the wilderness
The yurt is thin comfort against the bitter night.
As the solitude’s silence transforms
to ever deeper quietude, a cry, perfectly tuned
to scrape raw the soul of any man, rings out.
Soon enough, another howl, for that is what it is,
rises on the thickened stillness of the setting sun.
Somewhere out beyond both sight and primitive fear,
the answering song of a lonely Asiatic wolf rises.
I am endlessly amazed by how such a natural thing
as the cry of a wolf can pierce the civilized, steely resolve
of humanity’s most effete champions of human ascendency
to remind us all of our unspoken bond with every living creature.
We are, after all, the dangerous interlopers, armed with cunning
and rational cleverness, who violate the great plan of
whatever gods there be who order all things, great and small.
Soon a harmonious chorus of howls occurs. More evidence of that!
For at least another hour or so, the great Lupine chorus
fills the exhausted vacuum that lies heavily upon Sinkiang.
Alone, inside my yurt, I am content to listen, raptly,
in the dress circle of God’s great natural cathedral.
3/ Best seats in the house
Overhead, an infinite number of angels
dance on the head of a stellar pin.
The choreography is stunning, truly
the work of a master, as dusk grows into night.
From the dim greenness of my tent
to the breathless show in progress up there,
there would seem to be no words utterable
by a human creature to encompass the genius
of all that presents itself to us in a Sinkiang night.
But, as usual, I have attempted the impossible,
selecting words as I am always wont to do, to put
some simplistic context behind my stupefaction
over being able to witness this cosmic ballet.
My words, predictably, fail to capture the moment,
or even to do the most miniscule justice to what I behold.
However, when did that ever stop me, hopeless word-addict
that I am, in a world that refuses to be verbally
describable.
Instead, I sip my warm tea, overcome by the insufficiency
of my effort and finally content to simply sit, shut up,
and accept the hopeless task all fabricators of words
must invariably succumb to, in the face of such utter perfection.
Sleep comes easily, as the closing chorus of this
spectacular show ascends above the cobalt stillness,
comprised of so many four-legged, furry sopranos,
who bring down the final curtain with a howling crescendo.
Amazon author's page: Kalikiano Kalei