It's my Birthday tomorrow..thank you to all those for remembering me. I had almost forgotten who i am and where I came from and who gave me birth. I miss her, my Earth mother. And even though i may never have one of my own, I will always be her baby. Dedicated to my Mother..a free spirit xox I love you.

Oh what's happening to me?

It feels as if I've been

standing in the rain

In a time capsule of pain

And my mother pushed the button

To set me free

I feel as if i am re-born spiritually

Just when i thought I couldn't take

any more emotionally

She appeared in a dream

showing me a bird in her hand

before she set it free

May her soul rest

peacefully

For all she ever wanted

was for me to be happy

I'm moving towards that goal

more gracefully

Putting my wild days

behind me

For i have learned

There is one Bridge

I have not burned...

London's Bridge may have

fallen down

But they rebuilt it

in another Town

So as i embark on the journey

through the rest of my life

I reflect who i was

someone's daughter,

someone's sister and

someone's ex wife

But i've never found me

always changing constantly

My name is Andi

and i've been avoiding reality

I'm not mad, i'm not bad

I'm just sad

Been treating life as a playground

I was lost but now i'm found

Glad to see some of you

are still around

To wish me a Happy Birthday

through email, text and

any other way

you did recall

Thank you my friends

And God Bless you All.