' Kiss me,' she told Billy who was a year younger then she was though that didn't matter she cared for him almost to the point of saying I love you .He then  stood looking at me with his eyes watching me as we stood there,he waited for me to make the first move but in fact I was waiting for him .He moved closer to me and out his arms around me,we kissed each other .
 

Now  we kissed and I enjoy it, for the next two weeks we saw each other carefully though because I was married .Then as I saw him one last time he told me others knew about us and that couldn't be it shouldn't be and I start drinking because my husband was due home tomorrow from the war,he fought in Irag . But now I had a problem.
 

As always then the  way too then  fix a problem was get rid of it and thats exactly what I was going to do . I drank my then last bottle looked for a gun I bought that week in case such a thing like this was going to happen and then.I then arrived at his house and I then loaded my gun as I waited for him to answer the door,then I heard footsteps he opened the door slowly and I pulled the trigger of the gun, he fell, I then put the gun away as I stepped in the house,he lived alone he never had had even company over and now I pulled the body inside I was now a murderer of my lover .
 

I planned to get rid of the body and the gun and tried to resume my life with my husband when he comes home and I did but nightmares would haunt me for some time as I tried to forget what happen.
 

And I tried to .
 

to be continued ,part ll.