Water I hate water I know there is nothing there underneath or otherwise but still it had not been safe for me not since I was eight the thought of water was not what I feared or what in fact might be underneath it,it what makes in fact a person believed what is there that is not there at all,for instance sharks are known to be in these waters but not as often as some think in my case that's too often, my blood rushes every time I'm near it even though there's nothing near or even there at all. It is a holiday weekened to now and the local beaches are open which then to mean swimmers and sharks that are not there but in even a few feet of water sharks are known to be there. Yet as I stepped onto my boat to go out and do a little fishing anf dwimming near the local water falls I then remind myself just then don't think about it just don't think at all.Now the water began splashing against my boat as it started slowly moving out into the water . The water was calm today but still anything was possible ,anything at all. I stood behind the steering wheel took a deep breath and navigated the boat out into open water . I then turn and looked back on shore my wife was looking at me as she was always concern for me and was waving next to her stood my five year old waving too you see it was her is why I do this,not for me nor my loving wife but for Abby her life was whattoo we gave and it was her life I have to protect and to nourished as well. But now here I go again out to face my fear for better or worse too. end.