Rain then continued as it did I found myself bored right now since my accident I was confine to a wheelchair and staying inside all the time,stir crazy is just what it sounds like. I have a computer tv and loads of movies to watch like most people. But it hurts even when I sit in my wheelchair .

As then the  rain continued my thoughts swayed,never thought like I was now , five years before my father died in Iraq and damn I still miss him,now as I was in the kitchen of my house I was reaching for a knife to butter my bread and suddenly holding onto the knife I felt angry mad even,my mom was all my family I had left .
 

' Damn you father I miss you.'
 

Suddenly then the power to my house turned off,but as it grew dark suddenly before me I saw him, Jesus Christ ,' You have lost faith my son, I'm here to restore it, put that down, here is something that will lift your soul.' I tried getting out of my chair but fell to my knees, another image appeared,it was my father I lifted my head up too look at him and started crying.
 

' Do not cry I'm here to let you know I'm alright,but I'm disappointed in you my son, you should live your life like you always have,believe in yourself in trust in God,I am in a good place now,but you have a long life still ahead of you,please put that knife down.' Suddenly I dropped the knife and images of both Jesus and my father were gone, a miracle happen that night I took a deep breath then and stood to my feet . 

From then on I had faith,I believed not only in myself but God too. From that moment on I lived to better myself and the world around me .
 

end .