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Category:
Psychology
ISBN-10: 1505389690
Type: Non-Fiction
Pages: 250
Copyright: 12/04/2014
ISBN-13: 9781505389692
Price: $4.99 (eBook)
Pallas De Fiore, an eccentric and gutsy performing artist bang in the crosshairs of midlife, is stalked by a mean case of anorexia nervosa, which she has dubbed The Beast.
This frustrating, frightening, and utterly illogical disease is a lethal opponent against which she has no insurance, so treatment seems unlikely. Fed up with watching Pallas’s hijacked brain surrender her spirit to human enablers, societal stigma, and her own ambivalence, several of her friends opt to take action. Will the stubborn US healthcare system open its doors so she can regain her creative core and embark on a recovery adventure?
Excerpt
I enter a forest; it's stark enough to see limbs hugging cold birch trunks.
It knows that some of the sturdier trees are in peril, too, and does not know what to do.
Its population bears no one shape or color, cannot be sexed.
I am a feature of this forest—withered, knobby.
Some say I'm a dying reed and others claim it's my kind that is going extinct — not because the disease that gnaws our bark, sap and soul is obsolescent — we are dwindling in numbers because it is killing us.
It. Kills. Us.
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I am a complex willow of a woman. There are many things that I do and have-—multiple interests, passions, loves, and little plagues. They are branches extending from the core that I view as I.
When I try (and try and try) to fade out and become static, when even the skin of my face goes gray, writing my story feels somehow opulent. When I am utterly confounded that my heart is still beating, that my kidneys, liver, brain, and muscles still function in spite of my every attempt to minimize and shed them, saying here I am can seem like an obscene riddle.
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