Letters from Limbo is a first-person narrative of Phil force's journey to self-discovery, to the understanding that love is more powerful than any fear.
Beginning with the diagnosis and removal of a cancerous tumor from the third ventricle of the author's brain, "Letters from Limbo" is a story of self-discovery. Review with Phil Force aspects of his personal history which once seemed dark and observe as he finds love for everyone including himself via a reinterpretation of the world.
Excerpt
I often hold myself to an unattainable standard, but condemnation of oneself is even more
ridiculous than condemnation of others. After all, we are the only ones privileged to our specific
perspectives. I am often frustrated with myself for not performing at the ability I know I have,
but I need to remember to see things from the perspective I had at the time. I put forth the effort I
was willing to. It might have been my best effort or I might have been able to do better, but the
effort was the product of the conditions preceding and surrounding the effort. My level of effort
is a direct product of the inconvenience my effort causes compared to the benefit my personal
history has led me to believe I will reap. I will likely endure more inconvenience for a benefit I
truly value.
Our personal histories have the potential to affect our will. Personal history builds
perspective. We always have a choice of how to use our personal histories to form our
perspectives, but without personal history our perspectives would be nonexistent. If personal
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history affects our perspectives and our moral views are based on our perspectives, then there is
never a universal right or wrong. Our personal histories change by the second and our
perspectives change with them. There is only right and wrong in the moment.
I believe the movie “Memento” illustrates this idea pretty well. The main character wakes
each morning with no memory of how he got there or where his many tattoos came from. He
uses his tattoos to build a new perspective and a new motivation each morning. He builds his
perspective on the personal history he has drawn out for himself on his body. He then develops a
will from his recently acquired map of personal history.8
No one is perfect, and perfection would seem to be an unrealistic expectation for anyone.
Unlike other’s actions, we have a much better idea of the motivation behind our own actions. If
we can be open minded enough to try to see another person’s actions for the motivation behind
them then we should have no problem understanding our innocent intensions. Even if our
motives were only selfish ones, even if our intent was to do nothing other than cause hurt to
another person, the actions were justified in our minds or we wouldn’t have performed them.
I believe we are each capable of acts for which we would have no trouble condemning
others. I like to think I would be strong enough to perform any act if I knew it to be an act of true
justice. I like to think I would be strong enough to perform any act if I knew it to be God’s will. I
am not talking about murder because “God told me to.” The God I believe in would not make
such a request. I am talking about acts that would typically be condemned by society, but may be
justified in a specific setting. We are capable of what we currently view as immoral, because our
justification will inevitably change with our perspectives. If no perspective is absolute, then no
person can be morally judged for anything in his or her past. This includes actions, ideas and
points of view. This includes my own previous perspective and the trouble and pain it caused.
Professional Reviews
Chelsea Pucket's Review of Letters from Limbo
Letters from limbo is a thought provoking account of Phil Force's journey of self-compassion and living life with perspective. His words create vivid memories to give the reader their own perspective in such a way that touches the fundamentals of basic cognition without the burden of therapeutic jargon. His blunt honesty and emotionally naked perspective inspire hope and a sense of security that have opened eyes and hearts to a restored perspective of Judeo Christian values that had previously been polluted by "Christians" and the "Church". Letters from Limbo is exactly that; a perspective from a place of limbo and s truly moving piece of art in words.”
Explains the realizations that have given the author the views of living life fully. The life each person dreams about.
You must take a look at yourself before dreams can be reached.
Deciding what is the core of belief.
This combined narrative dialogue and play is about the uncreated, unborn and undying transcendent Self of God-consciousness and Buddha-nature. It describes an odyssey of transcendent Consciousness Awakening and Remembrance.
Histories of the world are generally written to either celebrate technology and science, or to herald doom. My book examines the path of the spirit in the onward rush.