this is just an exerpt from a much older peice of mine

"But in a good way
like there was no bad
but there also was no good
it was a neutral vibe.
which is what i think happiness really truly is.
Being happy doesn't in one's opinion mean good things
it just means a neutral vibe, nothing bad nothing good; happy
One would typically be pissed with what i'm doing:
redefining a word
a word that one has known the "politically correct" definition
for all of their lives
and until someone throws something new
into this verbal mix
they're getting the wrong message
from the right picture
i mean seriously if you say happiness is something cheezy like:
'the way i feel with him/her'
something stupid  like that
i call it stupid because
their so-called "happiness" either fades from that person
or increases with time and goes from happiness to well, love
and love is the only feeling,
the only emotion
with a face,
whereas happiness; happiness has been masked...."