I'm trying to find
Peace
Within my inner dwelling
My nice sweet facade
that I show to the world
clashes dramatically with
My inner world
That's bitter, hurt, resentful
Angry and humiliated...

I'm a  mangled cat
Stressed out till I'm
Frozen inside...shaky
My dreams are sad
My life is filled
With chaos
Innately...

And I dream of
A life that gets
Put back into place
Normal...

To live out my
Years
In joy
And in the moment...