What is that I feel? 

Anger boiling inside
People just looking my way
I don't know why

I feel the way I do
I just want to destroy
Them and everything around me
Such an odd feeling

A very dark feeling
I'm not used to feeling this way
Is this how the rest of the world feels?
It is not a very nice feeling

I feel the darkness fall over me
It is like a veil of evilness
Just controlling me and my thoughts
My body
It does not feel the same

Why do I feel this way?
Where did this feeling come from?
Will it ever go away,
I do not want to carry this with me

All the anger in my heart
Towards the world
Towards the people in it
Why do I feel like this?

Why do I have such anger
Inside of my heart
It has been there for a long time
I don't know when it had came

Or why It is here

It is just there
I can't seem to get rid of it
Will it ever go away?

This anger in my heart
It is not good
It makes me want to destroy everything

and everyone

It is probably there from
many years of emotional abuse
ridicule and people taunting me
that is probably why it is there