Thank you for being the real you
Thank you for letting me know you never loved me from the beginning
Thank you for choosing to loose right when we all were winning
Thank you for giving your ass to kiss, when I 100% supported you
Thank you for the disrespect even when i still loved you
Thank you for being unfaithful, opening your legs to other men
Thank you for having no moral conscience to know that it was sin
Thank you for betraying me, the man whose always been on your side
Thank you for being deceptive, when with you i've never lied
Thank you for taking my care & love, for being nothing but worthless
Thank you for not giving a dam about me investing into your purpose
Thank you for being selfish, always putting yourself first
Thank you for not being the best wife, but choosing to be the worst.
Thank you for treating our engagement towards marriage as just a casual date
Thank you for seeing Elah as being a fictional character, spitting in his face.
Thank you for seeing submission, as being that of a slave and servant
Thank you for seeing my direction to you as being oppression and a burden
Thank you for alowing your emotions to guide you every decision
For every weekly conflict, you made sure would cause a collision.
Thank you for using my name to try to get ahead in life
For embarrassing our ministry & yeshiva, when responsibly you still couldn't get it right
Thank you for the drugs, you allow to break your soul
for blocking out my love, care & concern to see you whole
Thank you for insulting me when I tried to invest into your academic future
For making it clear you saw the College I am founding, as being totally useless
Thank you for being jealous, selfish, insecure and only for yourself
for having a mind that said, you you you you you and no thoughts for anyone else.
Thank you for disrespecting the woman whose supposed to be your sister-wife
whose money took care & supported you & yet still you gave back strife.
Thank you for no appreciation of all the care to you I gave.
medical, psychological, spiritual, intimate, love, yet look how you've behaved??
Thank you for laying next to me, sleeping in my ear
while your heart lurked as a serpant, knowing dam well you'd dissappear.
Thank you for not committing to a true marriage for better or for worse
for not giving a dam, about whose heart you'd break or hurt.
Thank you for being sneaky, for disrespecting our home
for all the men you had as backup plans, for the day you'd leave & g e gone.
Thank you for being an adulterous, for making your entire life unclean
for being a traitor, an enemy, a woman who was never on our team.
Thank you for rejecting the Torah, for spitting in Yahwah Elahs face
Thank you for living up to the bad stereo-types of black women from your race.
Thank you for undermining me, for not being the decent wife of a jewish priest
thank you for being a child rather than a mature woman, at least.
Thank you for letting me know, who you truly are as a human being.
Because you are blind as hell of what a real man & family is, something you're never seen
Thank you for all the debt I incurred, because unconditionally you I loved
for showing me exactly what you truly feel, like every black woman does.
The reality is you never had intentions of aligning with our family name
And that is why you didn't give a dam about undermining us or bringing us shame
You didn't want your job, so you use the excuse of depression
a tool thats clear only comes about, that you use at your discretion.
You don't want to be an adult, you want to be a child.
you don't want to grow up mature, which is why your life is foul.
You don't want to be a woman of respect, you don't want to be decent
which is why you run to other men, as soon as you leave like recent.
How can a woman being a Child of Elah, and not know adultery is sin.
who thinks its okay to have sex the next day, because yesterday her marriage had just end?
News flash to the sick of mind, marriage is not high-school courting
you can't turn it on & off like a faucet, as it is not highly important
Spiritual women, who have a moral conscience, don't have a back up for sin.
And then as soon as they get up and walk out the door, they running & calling other men.
A family oriented woman, doesn't allow her emotions to dictate her daily life.
A woman of Elah is whole & complete, she's decent, respectful, A TRUE DAM WIFE...
The problem with women like you, is that you go around & use people as a stepping stone
you live differently from the rest of the family, because you didn't believe this was your home
And thats exactly why you are gone.
If you were truly a woman who followed the Torah, you'd have no legit excuse for why you'd leave.
Because I am 100% I did all of my husband duties, and ensured I fulfilled all three!!
I am proud of who I am, as a husband, father, leader and lover
and no one can love the way I did, never, not another
You are just one of those women, to whom its never enough when a man can give the whole world
which is why its no different, than dancing with wild animals or giving swine his pearls
One things for sure, a true loving woman, who is not selfish and thinks only for herself
wouldn't just up and leave, anytime she please, and not even tell anyone else
How you left, while i was gone, and wasn't woman enough to say bye
makes it clear, the person I love, was nothing more than a lie
So go run little girl, to all your male & female friends, pick up the phone and give them a call
because when Elah places you on the mountain top, your ungrateful ass will have a long fall.
You don't do wrong to people who love you and think you will not give account
Every step you make, every breath you take, your sins will pile and mount..your abominations will find you out..
Thank you for being the True you, i know I'm the man you never loved.
Just know every serpent has their day with the Eternal Creator above.
The streets are no joke & satan is not game for a woman single and over 21
so you got what you wanted, to be single and free. Yep your choice..good luck & Have fun!!!
But please do this favor not for me but for yourself. Please remove my family name before you go messing with someone else.
My family name has honor, respect, decency & princples of life.
And I don't want adulterous women using it, who fails at being a real wife.
Do you Danielle, oh selfish fool, who doesn't deserve the name Nafkhah
instead use the name Bat-Shatawn, because thats who you should be named after.
I'll lick my wounds, pray Elah heals my heart, and gives me the love I deserve
because I know down the road, ill still be married, while you're single sitting on lifes curb
You don't get a real man & treat him like whatever
and then walk away & expect Elah will give you someone better
Men learn from this lesson & be careful whom you make your mate
because the evil woman will take your marriage & treat you like a casual date
Don't take any woman who has not earned it and introduce her to your family-tribe
who you are not 100 % sure, she's committed for the long life ride.
Be careful of women, who has horrible parents/family that have no respect for thee
Because trust me when i say this, however they act, fruits don't fall far from their tree.
At the end of the day, such women will most likely not be genuine nor true .
Because when the chaos ensues & days turn blue, she'll always run to & choose her family over you.
And when her family has no moral character, no values in the divine or truth
they will never rebuke her destructive behavior, they'll just rejoice shes no longer with you.
the worst kind of family to always have is those who embrace you when you do wrong
And instead of saying, you better be good wife to that good man, they say "baby come on home"....
The reality is a true real wife, through the good and bad, is there with you for life
She doesn't pack up and leave, whenever she please, just because you said something she doesn't like....
But this generation, is devoid of Yahwah, the Torah is far from their hearts.
And if you keep chasing after these kinds of women, well thats why you have to always restart....
So thank you...oh thank you, for showing the real you.
for walking out, for no other reason, than being selfish & only concerned about you!!!
And you know what i am saying is true !!!
Love always,
Dr. Shalomim
Share
Print
Save
Follow
