A poem I wrote.

It hurts knowing that I probably won't be with her
She doesn't know how much she means to me
If I lose her then I lose life itself
I can't live without her
Just not talking to her kills me inside
And what hurts the most
I don't think she even cares
And I don't know what to do
Except let the tears roll

I can't stop crying
I can't stop anything
I'd rather not be here
Cause it would feel better than losing her
She doesn't understand what she'll do to me if she leaves
I probably wouldn't be here long
Cause she holds me together
She's my glue but in a loving way

She showed me what love was all about
And her love is just what my heart had been missing
She'll never know how sorry that I am
I doubt she'll ever want to talk to me
I can't go on like this
Cause everytime I see her
I just want to say hi or I love you
It won't be the same
This world won't be the same

I don't even feel like eating anymore
I've lost so much strength these last couple of days
She doesn't even care
She just loves to bring me down
And it hurts to know all of this
I can't stop thinking about it
I can't sleep
Nothing takes my mind off of it
Just nothing at all

I can't stop shaking
I'm so scared of losing her
I want to make things better
But she doesn't want too
So as I write this
My tears fall and smear the words
And there's nothing left to say
Except I don't ever want us to end