Never notice
the way the
leaves bend in the
rain
the motion of pain
in humans
oh the weight
of the storm
....could take them from
home
the place of familar
and it can rain
so hard
as to float on top
dirt
leaves
lost and bound by
no particular
place
but by-the-sway
of the wind
And Lord the cryin'
louder than my heart
splitting in two
the silently
loud
splitting of an
organ
such as my heart
that i too
lay
takin the abuse
of the rain
dirt pushed
up from the earth
her
gasping for air
stickin' to my viens
and my friend???
looking
lost and gone
pale
without the power to lift this spell
in the sky....
so dark
..so dark
....so black

that even the stars
aren't allowed
to take a glance
make for a chance
meeting
so dark
..so dark
....so black

Voice gone
from my howling
too long
at the moon
stripped naked and wet
clawin' at the grass
the concrete
nuthin' real
that i can see
my fingers
broken
and bleeds
i watch face down
from the side
of my face
how the leaves
bend and twist
as i did
.......for you soon too
have no particular place
to be
used up
silly old me
p. m. e.
takin so
selfishly
and i gave so much
that i just don't give a f***
that i feel
so dark
..so dark
....so black
with only my pen to target

Really isn't love free?
takin
givin
bein left feelin
so empty
feelin
so dark
..so dark
....so black

Note to self : make refrence check
(the words) angry-black

*see he told me
he loved my music
he play my body
and i make these glorious sounds
jazz/blues sounds
deep sounds
he say
so dark
..so dark
....so black sounds
he say he loves the soul i be
......and i sang i open
like a flower to a bee
he just-a sucking and sucking me
and i sang
so dark
..so dark
....so black