*picture of me & a Jason Phillips Original (original is in color)

we fight more than today injustices
we fight more than yesterday's chains
we fight more than life's trial
we fight innerself demons
......we fight


for a friend continue the fight

I fall out of his breath in sighs
shaped from the tears he cried
fall down on my knees in despair
an angel joined me there
fingers under my chin lifting my head up in the air
heavy thoughts sealed ear unable to share
all the things that’s been going on up here
and he sighs

I fall out his breath in sighs
shaped from the tears he cried
Lord knows I tried to teach him better
show him faces for all kinds of weather
know the plan and not to let America get ya’
believe in God let thee heart be your shelter
and your mind hold it all together
and he sighs

I fall out of his breath in sighs
shaped from the tears he cried
knowing there were no reasons for the lies
knowing the love for him had filled my insides
knowing that when/how he left I wanted to die
showing the ignorance already clinging to my mind
how I said “no, no more not this time”
and she sighs and he sighs

I fall out of his breath in sighs
shaped from the tears he cried
pressure cause he has no money
straining cause he laughing noing it ain’t funny
thangs been really hard and his hands got clumsy
knowing bad as he want it I let him climb up on me
praying and hoping that what is…… won’t be
and the rain just falls upon me…..and he sighs

and I fall out of his breath in sighs
shaped from all the tears he cried
and I try to realize the things he didn’t see
the things that are the better parts of me
and I walk in the light with great confidence
and theres much trouble around but I don’t sway an inch
knowing through birth I have already paid for my future sins
and I let the rain fall upon me and again……..he sighs

I fall out of his breath in sighs
shaped from the tears he cried
born an addict cause she had to have it
and he gave and gave her the shit
that was his job and an employee habit
dats how they do the chickens, lizards and rabbits
now pressed against the glass with his wishes
he pray and he cry and he rains down on me with sighs

I fall as a child of God
I fall out his mothers hands
I fall from the pain in my mothers heart
I fall from my dads lust and in between my mothers thighs
I fall from hope
I fall out of their denial and ignorance
And I fall from sighs and exhaustion

I fall knowing there is no place to go from here but up
…..but I don’t really even know if I give a f**k