I’ve taken to gently stroking her head,
A strange reversal.
What do they say about the elderly returning to childhood?
I sit with her.
We don’t talk much.
Her words lose their way on the long arduous journey
From mind to mouth.
Her hand attempts to rise toward her face,
But her body says, “No, you cannot scratch.”
She lowers her hand in resigned defeat,
And I watch her mind disconnect from her body's betrayal.
Her skin becomes someone else’s skin,
Her senses are no longer friendly.
The surrender is painstaking.
Her implosion is like watching someone double over in slow motion.
Each day, she becomes smaller and smaller and smaller within her body,
Preparing to leave it.
Fortunately, my Mom, wracked with a number of debilitating problems that are taking their toll at 92, still has a strong will and her mind to deal with things like being nearly deaf. She calls me every Monday from a thousand miles away to talk with me on her TTY. She finds it too inconvenient for me to call her.
Ron
Michael D.