Passing Time

I achieved the impossible, yet I still have nothing, but the unthinkable.I'v gained life pain of disappointment. I am embarrassed in the woman I'v become; not strong enough to overcome my own story. Life's lesson has taught me nothing, but words in a dictionary, the language of an unspeakable promise.Until I find the time to survive. everyday seems to be a struggle. With every wink of the eye, things seem different.My feelings of hope seem to hide within myself. I smile in silence.Sometimes, I catch myself thinking, but my past still haunts me. My pain lies in my eyes.I feel so disrespected, stupid, not worthy enough of being who I am. I feel my whole life is crumbling right before my eyes.Hours pass and time moves slowly. Every moment is a chance to discover a new unknown; another opportunity at a step toward greatness, to a new beginning.