Sounds like at least under the Buddist belief, you are speaking of enlightenment & personally I think it takes several life times to achieve that exhalted point...though how many lifetimes have we had in the past we know not, this one could be our last, though I kind of hope not...I wanna be a kid again... <smile>, -e-
I'm not too sure that everything that happens to us is part of the plan. Eh . . . Whot do I know? Still, I am with you on all these obstacles in life. It is a learning process if we are smart.
Regis
Love ya!
Jane
Ron