The Weave
The aged veteran sits idly
Upon rocker and barren porch
Holding his gaze on his sweater
Remembering
Unlike a space suit
Its every fiber fit
By rigid standard
Unlike the starched khaki shirt
Its extremities forged firm as armor
Its pleats kept at attention
Unlike the dress blues
Symbolic of authority and command
Unyielding in its façade of glory
A military sweater
Like love
Molds to behavior
Forever willing to comfort the flesh
And bring warmth to the heart
As passion's woven threads
Assimilate the wearer's hardships
Even as fear of frayed ends disappear
Accepting entwined living
Is not without further accident and wear
Still…
Affection asks little in return
Needing only to be spared
The folding into a drawer of forgotten memories
Given care
The patience of love
Even in war
Remains forever dedicated
Enfolding any and all it touches
And…
Like the tattered loyal sweater
Judges not the body
But dutifully complies
Abiding the ever-shrinking collapse
Of a life fully lived
The veteran rocks slowly to sleep
His woven remembrance held close
The question apparent
Has the wearing history of his sweater
Embraced the soldier
Or has it been the lonely soldier embracing the sweater.
He smiles in his sleep
Letting the weave’s warmth caress his hands
As he recalls his mother’s words
“Deserving to be loved requires we not forget
One must also give forth love”
You reminded me of the wool military blankets that my mother acquired after World War II. She gave Roger the gray one and me the black one. When I found my kapok filled crinkly plastic sleeping bag annoying, I opted for sleeping outdoors with a threadbare flannel blanket next to my skin and the scratchy wool blanket on top to help me sleep through any kind of weather. Eventually, only the black wool blanket remained in my backseat of my car in case I went into the ditch on an icy road somewhere and rescue might be far off.
Ron