One’s Lockbox of Fear
Ghosts of experience,
a pain once initiated forever present,
lurks in one's mind-cave,
refracting light
mirrored on all sides.
Even while concealed beneath ethereal fog,
huddled with festering scabs of trust abandoned,
patience anticipates the abiding turn of the hourglass.
Shades of agony parade in shadows,
as sands of time and space await to trigger fear,
knowing such torturous threats
remain far greater than pain itself.
Easing forth as doubt and despair,
dread resides inside walls invisible to light,
empty of its own reflection,
its image but a moist torment
beneath one’s eyes,
Yet…
Like the wolf we never see,
the tornado never heard,
the clouds never felt,
emotions often stay buried deep
in shadows of the heart,
eager to express
awaiting the mind’s permission
to make exposure fearlessly.
Might there be a cognitive strength in feelings,
able to overcome emotion's fright,
capable of breaking through shackles and bars
into the rational arms of dauntless passion,
where one's mind can overcome
one’s lockbox prison of fear
and heal the heart?
The opposite is revealed by longitudinal studies of the survivors of World War II concentration camps. On the whole, they were/are healthy, some became wealthy, and live/lived far longer than their contemporaries. Why is that? Probably because they didn't hide or be ashamed of what happened to them during that awful time in their lives.
Ron
I marvel at this because in the Islamic traditions it is understood that the "seat of the intelligence" lies in the heart rather than in the mind, as is currently understood in the Western tradition and worldview.