Feelings and Desires
By Kathy Lynn
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There was no beginning for I felt to begin would
only hurt me. So I stay in my own mind. You have
given me feelings I cannot contain nor know
what to do with now. I am lost in an ocean
of thoughts of you and the softness of your eyes
as they gaze at me and draw me in deeper
into feelings and desires I never
\shared with anyone before.
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For to fulfill your desires and share my heart
And love with you would be a joining so
strong that one could alter. I have much to offer
but have not shared with anyone. You have given
me hope. Hope of a better tomorrow. Hope of a true
and lasting love with someone
 that knows what love is truly about.
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Touching is love. Sharing is love. A special look,
 a feeling as one is looked at is love. There is no
one way to love for we are all different. I want
an open love. One that I don’t have to be afraid
to speak of my love and not be laughed at
because of my feelings.
..
Your words are my redemption for you have truly
opened a door long closed to all. I have hidden
in my own shell.  Not sharing my true self with
anyone as I have shared with you. I am at peace\
because my heart is opening up after years of
sorrow and looking up and out into the
sunshine once again.
..
 A tenderness that has
long been forgotten by me for it was never
accepted. A heart that was broken and a soul
that turned away from all the good in the world.
To me kindness, tenderness and love were just
words used to slay me and draw me deeper into
Sadness. But now---I feel a new beginning that
will never end.
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No end to what I can feel deep within myself
And share with you. Now I don’t have to be
Afraid of my heart and finally can say
what I have had bottled up for years. You
have drawn on my heartstrings and pulled
me back from all sorrow into into a world
bright with love and sensitivity.