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Tuesday 4-20-10 4/20/2010 9:03:08 AM
Fighting Depression.
-------------------------- I received a disturbing phone call late yesterday afternoon from my cardio doctors office. It seems while having the nuclear stress test I took last friday, did not turn out as well as I thought. There is some blockage in one of my arteries. I am probably going to have another stent inserted into the blocked blood vessel. But I am not sure of that as of now. I am concerned because while this financial crisis is going on I can at least help my son who was laid off. I do not want to get political but it does not look like government has the money to create jobs. All of our funds are going to the middle east aiding the oil companies. And of course that is really why we are in two wars.
I am not afraid to die. Actually I am very curious as what will happen after my life is over. I have lost so many loved ones and very good friends in the past, I would love to be with again. Outside of my son and daughter and you guys here at the den no one else gives a rats ass about me. Delay that, I have two nieces who care about me too.
My 18 year old grand daughter has me concerned. I have not been with her for at least 10 years, but I have tried reaching out to her to no avail. I am not going to force myself on her or anybody else for that matter. I tried that just recently with someone from my past (Linda) and she has rejected me so it seems. I am writing this blog while under duress. Depression is eating away at me. I will have to conjure up some things to do to beat the mood I am in. Thanks for reading me. I am going to pray now.
