Wading through challenging reflections…
I recalled…it came on a morning early, new
‘Inner turmoil’ entered…with confronting question…
‘Who be you…?!?!’
Mocking taunt chased…to ‘uneasy’ street
With a wrenching distressful leer
Yet, ‘miraculous’ occurred when, without retreat…
An answer of unswerving truth…teased my ear
Albeit, as ‘putrid presence’ pursued with boast…
I was pulled into alcove of…perfect wonder
And, just as it attempted a victory toast
The ‘stalking forlorn’ was…shredded asunder
You, O God, dissipated my angst’s worry…
With whispers of direly needed, quiet faith
There, in onslaught of ‘persevering’ flurry
I gratefully embraced; I am…Salvation’s Leif
LUKE 9:23, JOHN 16:33, 1 CORN 10:13, JAM 4:7
©jmsbell-4/5/26
But it seems to me that you struggle that you use god to soothe your mind, might just go away if you didn't have the counter ideology you put up against what is primarily mental in the first place.
Ron
Joy