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Thee inner core, oh life,
the being, the yearning,
the structure, thee internal view,
one cannot express,
How hard the struggle,
the silence within,
trapped inside my beautiful angel,
feelings unexplainable at times,
perception loops around him,
though with frustration,
his visions evolves inside,
yearning to belong,
complex to the outer world,
...... I ... sink inside,
A black hole of darkness,
sometimes are my days,
helpless are my feelings,
I .... now thee intruder,
thee driver of the car,
Autism ..... the life,
to be the brain of another ..... so loved,
I follow the deed,
with experience and knowledge,
to surpass and bring out,
the silence within,
to capture my beautiful son,
I labor, and stimulate,
I search thee unknown,
with all hope I carry through,
though tired and worn,
We .... together, are on a voyage,
to continue, to experience,
.... to feel, to eject,
the inner core,
to blend in, factor, and observe,
The Outer World,
from another point of view,
the beauty I find,
the delicate world of another,
...... My Son ....
...... his world,
....... his vision,
The silence within!
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This just ripped out
my heart...
As I sit here with
tears streaming down
my face...
As I told you a long
time ago,
"God chose you for
his mother",
For God knew that
you were the best one
for this job...
"A Labor Of Love"
Hugs to you both...
Trixie