Just two days ago I felt astounded 

I had found someone on the world wide web

I had very little to do with her since 1972

She was always a beautiful being in my eyes

I reached out to her in cyber space

She answered my calling the next day

Her reply to my reaching out was depressing

She seemed to be telling me of personal issues

However she could have never  gotten over her thoughts of social behavior

She was a party girl who indulged smoking weed

I had two children born from my first and only marriage

I did not want my children to be exposed to that environment

Instead of asking her to be part of the future together with me

I did what any coward would do, I disappeared from her world

There were several other romantic ventures in my life, but always with women who were either married or unfit prospective mates

So I remain in my golden years lonely and unstable

But she, by accident 38 years later returned to my life

I am placing the ball in her court

Will she respond?

To me, I hope not

For I remember, am a coward when it comes to woman 

Tony Mike Nerone

4-09-10