I'm not happy but I'm comfortable.
I'm use to being this way in mind.
I don't need all the pieces of my puzzle.
Just to understand the ones I have.
I've learned the power of positive thinking,
so happiness takes a back burner.

All my body parts are working.
Mentally I'm strong as steel.
Physically I'm strong but slowly fading.
My home life is stable,
there's nothing else to figure out.
I love living but wish I could do it in a nicer world.

So mentally I travel in mind,
Exploring worlds within myself,
knowing that it will help me understand others.
The ones that make my life miserable.
I do not wish harm to them by my hand,
but if life deals,
I would not have a problem.

I'm a man of faith,
it's totally impossible for life to just pop up,
with all the pieces right in place.
No way peoples, no way.
Everything has a designer,
then a builder or a creator.
So I worship the only God I know.
I am not muslim or
anything else religiously.

I am a confident person,
I learned to be this way,
it just didn't happen.
I am confident that God has answers,
and will reveal them soon.
Because as of this New Year,
nothing going on makes any logical sense.
Unless we're already in hell.

If hell is any worst than where we're at now.

God must be cruel and not the loving God
we all worship.

Then again, who really knows.

Just thoughts.

Have a happy new year everyone.

G