I am NOT running away.
How was I to know
that there was no place to go?
No Home.
How was I to know
That love was lost
not just for a day
but forever
Desperate for deliverance..
from a life
I could not tolerate.
I left on a mission
To find where I belong
To find I don't ....
belong.
Looking for a sanctuary that does not exist.
I return in disgrace and submerge myself
in desperation
and frustration..
No longer believing in ...
love.
No longer dreaming of ...
home.
I have failed life ...
So I stand-alone
Erica Ivory
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Reviews of "How Was I To Know?"
Reviewed by Deanna Jones (Reader)
Reviewed on January 31, 2003
I loved the last line. It tied it together nicely. Well done.
Reviewed by Tasha Edwards (Reader)
Reviewed on January 31, 2003
I could feel the emotion in that one. Oh, what a terrible feeling. You did a great job penning this.
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To find where I belong
To find I don't ....
belong..."
Haunting verse, great draw on the emotions.
though you have
"failed" all else
you have not failed life ...
this is a fine, tragic, poem
tragedy in the classical greek
style where the hero's own actions
have brought the reversal of fortune...
good write
john +