FLEEING THE DARK

 Dark

Alone

Frightened

The Nothingness comes again

Consuming

Terrifying

Dominating

The Nothingness IS something

Destroys

Humiliates

Deceives

I drown in the Nothingness

Unfathomable

Bitterness

Death

Unseen in the Nothingness 

Blackhole

Abandoned

Relief

The Nothingness finally silent

I know longer exist

I enter the half world

Of neither life nor death

Only existence

Emotionless

Uncaring

Unfeeling

Do not touch me

I will not feel you

Do not look for me

I will not see you

Distrust

Repeating

Failure

When will it end

How can it end

There is no hope

The Nothing cannot be escaped

Alone

Abandoned

Validated

Endless cycle

Pit of despair

Searching for answers

Seeking to change

Denial

Realization

Release

Truth of Myself

Seeking the Light

Finding empowering

Breaking the cycle

Light

Truth

Healing

Writing new paradigms

Making new friends

Living and Learning

Finding Myself

Trust

Relationships

Authority

Truth of myself

All the Masks gone

Valued and Valuing

Knowing I’m changed

Respect

Love

LIFE