Questioning myself,time and time again,

Why can't I stop, and let life begin,

Closing my eyes,Hoping just for sleep,
My Heart is so sad though, all I do is weep,

So many thoughts running through my mind,
   Cant anyone see, or are they all Blind,

Why does my Heart,not know what to feel,
    Please God,Fix it ,Help it Heal,

Questioning myself, tme and time again,
Why cant I stop and let my Life begin,

Someone Help me,Stop me,tell me what to do,
   I cant go much longer feeling this Blue,

One Day,One Hour,One minite for me,
Wish I knew what it felt like ,to just be Free,

  God Love me,and make me strong,
Help me know what is right ,what is wrong,
Questioning myself,time and time again, 
Why cant I stop ,and let my Life begin.

                     By susan A smith