My first love... and its not what you think

I love you/it took me 15 years to find out how much I did/when I hold you/we fit like a tailor made suit/you help make my thoughts visible/its like you read my mind/and sometimes/you have me speechless/you know all my secrets/but you will never tell anybody/the only two I trust more than you/are my mama and Jesus/we go together like little kids and big dreams/I cant go a day without holding you/your title is my queen/I take your top off and we make love for hours/you speak to me with motions/and because of this/success is not mine/its ours/when I hold anything the way I hold you/I know you get jealous/because the next time we make love/nothing happens/my mind goes blank and you have no actions/so I use you always/to ensure mutual satisfaction/your body says focus/our creations draw attention/from all people/men and women/you stay near my hip/and the tighter I squeeze you/the better our relationship gets/so I squeeze you tight/which causes my vocabulary to become vivified/I found success with you when many have only tried/we go together like violins and symphonies/our chemistry is un-deniable/and now I know you were sent to me by destiny/you’re my missing ink/and I love bein with you/because when we are together/we always write