From darkness I found light

I try so hard to control that urge to flee..I ask myself why do my inner demons keep tormenting me..
I bear the scars of mistakes I've made and all the hearts and souls I have betrayed..
disappear I need you to set me free honor and value her a price so high.., failure to endure stares me straight in the eye..
ridicule seems my only Avenue..a road that seems so definitely true ...
it's all I can do not to cry with such riots deep in my soul..it takes my positive emotion as it's only told..
through the Blackness I will attempt to pry this despair is a constant Ally..
for I long to see a father's face for whom I've never laid my eyes..
he promises of peace and joy and eternal life..he says my child you are welcome in my house for there you shall never feel stress or strife..
I said to myself bring is just a pause in time.the evil can destroy your body but your soul forever mine...
As I lay bare and bleeding by my family's hand..The lord my father tells me of this majestic land...and as we spoke I felt such strength
as my human body was tugged and tortured in such an evil way..I felt God's arms around me it seemed the night has turned to day..I can't explain the faith and love I felt in his glorious face..
it it was such of love and peace that that I shall never forget the touch of his loving embrace