My torch is sputtering, debilitated for lack of fuel.
I fear it will sputter out!
It is tired, gasping for flame
Almost at the point of surrender:
To chaos, to the overpowering
Vapor of world self-aggrandizement,
To humanity stalled in a quagmire
Of dark, dense, damp, rotten debris
Of biological morass sans spirit,
Sans love, sans enlightenment, sans opportunity --
Overwhelmed by intellect, and technological aptitude
Without beatitude.
I am only a visitor here.
Please do not trouble me
To thread your needle.
I am not of your fiber
Or mode of transport.
Pass me by, unacknowledged.
I merely wait for my train, long delayed.
Luck, to you, on your route to wherever.
Perhaps I will see you again,
Even at a mutual destination.
In the meanwhile, so long and so far,
I wish you as well as possible.
Dated 8/6/1982
a melancholic feel to this one--i feel like that, too :(
well written--and i hope things get better! *for both of us*
(((HUGS))) and love, karla. :(