As I lay myself gently to sleep…
And pray my soul to always keep…
I take flight in dreams…
Hopping not to wake…!
Of the silent scream…
Arms have surrounded me
Pulling me, from this place…
Wanting to return to dreams…!
As hands…make their way…
I kept my eyes closed…
Hopping that you would go away!
But daddy…!
You kept saying!
"That it's o.k."
My wings are barely open
And, I'm only seven…!
Why do I have to have these lessons…?
I want to return to heaven…!
Still you touch!
Where no other has gone…!
Whispering to me…
What is right and what is wrong?
I trusted you!
But you where too strong…!
White wings that have become stained…
From every silent scream!
Innocence of a child
With fallen wings…
To the words…
"I love you…!"
Today I have found another feather…
For the lesson!
Was to share with another…
Soon, I will take flight…
With my wings…!
From…the silent screams…
Of the night!
I wanted to share this with others…others who have gone thru the silent screams…
They say that it takes allot to break the chain and it takes allot of healing…!
Well, I did break that chain so that my children will never feel that pain as my
Grand children…Child abuse (rape) should not be of this world but it doe's exist…!
For you that have the silent screams…remember your wings…you are not alone!
With all my love to you…"Children of the light"
Gilles…
I see and feel evolution in your writing these days. This is a wonderful write, and I can understand the pain that turned to voice here. Love & Light to you dear one.
Silent are the screams~ Bravo on breaking Silence~ As it is NOT Golden
~Jen
Reviewed by La Belle Rouge (Reader)
Reviewed on October 4, 2002
My heart weeps and aches with yours Gilles, may the healing come quickly and completely as you soar on your beautiful wings.
Reviewed by La Belle Rouge (Reader)
Reviewed on October 2, 2002
a heartrending and brave piece of writing...xoxoxox
Reviewed by Dens Dreamweaver (Reader)
Reviewed on September 30, 2002
{{{{{{{{{{{{ Gilles }}}}}}}}}}}
You have truly out done yourself with this my dear friend. Thank you for sharing it.
It seems almost impossible to get through childhood without some form of abuse and what yu have mentioned beyond the norm,it is such a stain on our civilized society. Your strength will help others to overcome, and I ask blessings upon you for that. Bravo for breaking the chain! and for the great write.
Reviewed by Tiana
Reviewed on September 29, 2002
If there was ever a time I wish I could reach through a computer screen, it would be now. It has taken a lot of strength and courage for you to write this and break the silence, G. It breaks my heart to read this but also admire you for taking a stand and allowing the healing process to take place. And down comes another wall, hun! ((((hugs)))) to you, my dear friend! Thank you...
Reviewed by krissy
Reviewed on September 29, 2002
yes sweets...i know the screams, too
hugs and love always
krissy
Reviewed by Kathy (Aislin) Bailey (Reader)
Reviewed on September 29, 2002
i know of these silent screams. having a daughter that has gone through it. if i could take it away from every child and adult and give them peace, i would most gladly.
Love and Light
Aislin
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Silent are the screams~ Bravo on breaking Silence~ As it is NOT Golden
~Jen
You have truly out done yourself with this my dear friend. Thank you for sharing it.
Namaste'
Melanie
hugs and love always
krissy
Love and Light
Aislin
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