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my mirror & i
by Steve Patterson → (All Poetry by Steve Patterson)
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got a mirror on the wall
here in my one bedroom
reflects back to me
let's me see
my life & my doom
here in my one bedroom

i can see it all
here in my one bedroom

oh, i got my cd's
and my guitar's
my mandolin
and my sin
my wanna' be's
i can even see's
the stars

got the pictures of my kid's
got some secrets that i hid's

got a closet i don't open
why would i?
just as soon they go unspoken
promises broken
what's there
anyway
i'd just stand & stare
that'd be more than i can bare
what can i say?

got stacks of papers...
bills & wills
back taxes i don't pay
memories of old caper's
anyway
all i have ta' say...

this is
not 'tis
the way i'd a thought
it was gonna' be
not what i sought
just what i bought
when i became me

livin' in 1 room
in a dyin' house
wishin' i had a broom
so i could clean house

clothes are here & there
i only pick-up what i wear

damn,
i never shave
i never behave

i sleep 'till i'm up
then i stay up
'till i sleep
read 'em & weep
ain't that deep

my geetar's got a broken string
so i can't sing
keep meanin' ta' fix that thing

oh, and that mandolin
i never learned ta' play
12 strings - hey
what can i say?

my pc & i
we get by
didn't buy it at Best Buy

but now those folks
i bought it from
guess they took their tokes
they go & they come
'cause they be gone
so long...just an old song

clothes are here & there
hey, where am i goin' anyway
got my art & my poetry
still got me
i be here
with my tear & my fear
what can i say
anyway

got kid's i never see
an ex-wife who still loves me
now that's sumpin' ta be

pictures on the walls
that's alls
memories
of what used ta' be's

guess that's my life
my struggle & strife
how it's gonna' be
least for me

i always be a beginner
never an ender
just an old sinner
never a loser or a winner
a fan of freddy fender...

"wasted days & wasted nights"
"turn out the lights the party's over"

ain't no do overs

so that mirror & i
we stare at each other
oh brother...what a mother
but that mirror & i
we get by
we still try

day to day
night after night
waitin' for daylight
some kinda' insight
that might?
that might...
turn night into day
again...where would i begin
what can i say

after all
what can i say
you can't have it all
after all.

but my mirror & i
we get by
i say with a sigh
my mirror & i
we just get by


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 Reviews of "my mirror & i"
Reviewed by Gwen Dickerson
Reviewed on June 20, 2004
A heart breaking, soul searching, self life assessment! Yet, a very good poem, Steve! Well done!

Reviewed by Ed Matlack
Reviewed on June 19, 2004
Steve,

That mirror does see you for all you are,
It is even there when you return from the bar,
There to allow you to see yourself too,
Yes life can suck, and such for all of us too...

Hope you are faring well, happy dads day, Steve, Peace, Ed & rufuz



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