this is just part of about 6 or 8 poems about words i'm giving to my family (kids & ex's & mom & dad) so if you want to know me read who i am

if you want to know
me
then show me

go back thru
my last writes
6 or 8 or more
that's for sures
from last night's & todays
anyways
pay your dues

'cause if you want to know me
know me
as who i am

i did
ain't nuthin' hid
there in my writes
last nights
or todays
anyways

i wrote to my family
each & everyone
about how i be
i sang their song
about how i be
and what went wrong

and what they meant to me

so if you want to know me
if you want to see
who i be

go back & read me

for that's who i am
God Damn
for better or worse
i live with the curse
of who i be
can you see?

those writes be me.
but only if you choose to see
ME