i hate
The Holidays
the way's
the say's
to me
i am
who i be
see
it's tough
it's rough
it's 'enuff
to deal
with the real
Reality
of me
but
The Holidays
overwhelm
over-Feel
over-Deal
with the Real
Reality
of
the Lost
the Cost
of
what's gone away
away ta' stay
can't say
how it Hurts
only fits & spurts
can i deal with
can i feel with
one day
at a time
one day
at a ryhme
the pain
ain't too sublime
this time
of year
feel the loss
of all
that's dear
to me
see
Reality
is rough
it's tough
it's 'enuff
ta' make me
cry
ta' make me
wanna' die
why?
oh why
did i
let it get by?
why?
oh why
did you
say good-bye?
guess
it was me
guess
that's
Reality