I see now
how you only pretended to be
the practiced puppetmaster,
for you were in truth reduced to
the pauper's puppet on the strings,
tap dancing willingly,
playing the obligatory fool
then stiffening
to live by your imagined rule
of God as that had been
laid out before you
with unbending measure—
your wooden fate sealed
before you even came to life,
eyes poked out and you
blinded to
the truth of deceivers
dressed in soft colors
and silken smiles,
enticing you with the reward
of some importance
handed down.
I would cut your strings
but another has come to do that
and then knot you up again,
spinning you around,
making you so high
with how low you can go
and think nobody knows.
You two are such a pair
over there, recipients of
floating accolades
made up to mean something
more than the thinly sliced trees
they are written upon.
Hanging upside down
still you fail to see
me rooted in the ground.
Will you ever be found to yourself?
Will you set yourself right
and stand by my side?
Or will you cry me a river
and send in the clowns?